Acknowledging Mama Drama Trauma is the first step to healing it, but who on God's green earth wants to admit it? I certainly did not.
It took a decade long talk with Jesus before I did, and even after observing the affects of MDT in my life: terrible relationship with my Mama, divorce, meandering ambition, promiscuity and general discontent, truth brought me to my knees.
Acknowledging MDT made me accountable for my life point, blank, short, plain, simple, no dash and the period. From the bowels of Mexico's Gulf coast, I crawled onto the beach where I now live. Until the balance of my days, I will treasure the years I had her to myself.
To whom much is given, much is expected. So, as difficult as it was to point the finger, it has been excruciating acknowledging the three pointing back at me. Many lifetimes as an old soul has taught me to respect higher will if I am to be guided by it, and I prefer it to people or machines, sacrifices are routinely made. The shame, blame and guilt, I had consumed since inception produced a six pound fibroid tumor, negative finances and more of it if I needed support. Higher guidance, Tammy to higher guidance, please hear me, "Whatever you have for me in this situation, I do not see it. It feels like your guidance is off, or I have a bad connection." Six more years go by and suddenly, one day, I hear: "You have a bad connection." Took me a while, but I finally got the message! It was from my end all along, damn...
Before the angels, guides and ancestors could tell me that, they had to make sure I had reversed the loss of self love enough to sustain the blow. Having gone to Al-Anon by the gentle suggestion of a friend who picked me right up off that beach, I was more than ready and ready to ask myself lots of questions!
ACKNOWLEDGE SUIT CARD reminds me of how following through with the decision to acknowledge MDT costed my life... of shame, blame and guilt. A in A.S.P.I.R.E. of the 49 card Mama Drama Trauma Healing Oracle Deck. We aspire to live in loving detachment from shame, blame and guilt.
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